wahhhhhh! im here again since im gone for a while.. lol
LAHADA DATU.. the place im gain my experiences about how exactly be in the critical situation and woke up like nothing happened. Its really hard to forget instead to remember! evermore, its closely to bring me to heaven, but worth for me to be in that particular dreadful situation.
Now im here.. like the old time when i was a little boy and just want to know what earth is exactly teach us what life is mean about!
im listening my old favorite songs ever, remaining my beautiful story. Its hard to face it, i miss her so damn much! im to pathetic, singular liar, but in this circumstances, i have to! im not running away, im just hiddin' somewhere only i can jumping high to the sky!
wherever places im went to since i'ved been here is remain me of you.. i miss you..
but what i can do? i did a mistakes, but not now!
remaining you all the times is must, forget the thing is affordable.
shuuuuut! shut up and just let it be joop!
i still dunno if im going back where the place i can commit to my life sincerely, when the time i will back here is still unknown! just i dont have any prefer time! but i'll be back!
:)
joop!
About Me
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- jooptravis
- sandakan,, Sabah, Malaysia
- life is getting harder and harder today and after. which is, only we know how pretending we are. be more mature to avoiding the shit given to your life being, shut the dramatic life, live your life fellas !
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Hello 2012
hello..
it's me again.. ;)
it's been a long time i didn't put anything in this fearful space eventhought this is what i called a dairy of my life..
many consequences bring me a lot of experiences that teach me how to bring this life to the right ways.
people a leaving, people are stay besides me, come and go eversince i'd been here a long time ago..
pathetic situations i faced along my life, i tented to choose which one can become my only one until today has been!
I got no other option rather to take it as a challenge as a human being. I trust in GOD.. anything happen with reason.. So i guess this is my destiny..
2011 bring me a lot of sad story, where i have to cry often, have to remember where im been, what should and shouldn't do, it's such a lesson to be more strong enough with any other consequences.
I find a good friends, i got a better life, i got a better job, i got a joy feeling, but i still can't find someone like YOU!
i'd try for a several time to find person thaat i can call her a right girlfriend but still it's not you..
Being single, such a pathetic when people ask me, why don't have girlfriend? go out joop, find someone.. why mamat jambu don't have girlfriend? buat malu lah!
haha.. i just can smile and laugh to defend myself with this stupid situation!
i wish i can write something at my forehead that i really don't care about being single! And it's not easier to forget someone that we wish to be with us for the rest of our life, but it's not definitely for us! we lost'em for granted!
When every night we dreaming about them, every second we miss'em like hell, we eat for them, we put them infront, but the reality is, its just what like what we dreaming about! Evenmore we know he/she have someone else. and enjoying he/she life with others.. If you stand in my shoes that you know what definitely what i feel!
STOP with this isn't that really easy like people always does! frustrated!
2011,
a year ago, a moment ago, stories created, people changed, but what else remaining? is memories!
2012 started with emptiness and added my a long long time story and memory!
we have to move on no matter what kind of situations we will see along this way of life a day after, till you can't feel the beautiful of your heartbeat rhythm.
i can't promise anything, because i 100% guarantee that i believe people a change with many consequences!
For time being, i just can move on shadowing my unfinished promises!
For those are still remain a fearful moment previously, get it out before u will be burnin' under!
i miss my old-time-diehardfriends, i miss the moment we have a deep conversation, i miss the moment we had a unlimited time to laugh, walk around, flirt,spend time with no other time for important thing,sleep late,kickin' people ass, get drunk, get high, get a unforgotten moment and create some sweet smile!
i'll be back! Forreal, i miss my family which is become more bigger and bigger!
i miss the place where the dirst time i can use my feet to feel the way of leaving steps, where i learned how to cry and laugh, learned how to appreciate people surrounding, teach me how to hate and love people!
From now on, IT'S ONLY ONE JOOP that u' never find another JOOP as i'am! ;)
settled up on 659am/ 1-1-2012
it's me again.. ;)
it's been a long time i didn't put anything in this fearful space eventhought this is what i called a dairy of my life..
many consequences bring me a lot of experiences that teach me how to bring this life to the right ways.
people a leaving, people are stay besides me, come and go eversince i'd been here a long time ago..
pathetic situations i faced along my life, i tented to choose which one can become my only one until today has been!
I got no other option rather to take it as a challenge as a human being. I trust in GOD.. anything happen with reason.. So i guess this is my destiny..
2011 bring me a lot of sad story, where i have to cry often, have to remember where im been, what should and shouldn't do, it's such a lesson to be more strong enough with any other consequences.
I find a good friends, i got a better life, i got a better job, i got a joy feeling, but i still can't find someone like YOU!
i'd try for a several time to find person thaat i can call her a right girlfriend but still it's not you..
Being single, such a pathetic when people ask me, why don't have girlfriend? go out joop, find someone.. why mamat jambu don't have girlfriend? buat malu lah!
haha.. i just can smile and laugh to defend myself with this stupid situation!
i wish i can write something at my forehead that i really don't care about being single! And it's not easier to forget someone that we wish to be with us for the rest of our life, but it's not definitely for us! we lost'em for granted!
When every night we dreaming about them, every second we miss'em like hell, we eat for them, we put them infront, but the reality is, its just what like what we dreaming about! Evenmore we know he/she have someone else. and enjoying he/she life with others.. If you stand in my shoes that you know what definitely what i feel!
STOP with this isn't that really easy like people always does! frustrated!
2011,
a year ago, a moment ago, stories created, people changed, but what else remaining? is memories!
2012 started with emptiness and added my a long long time story and memory!
we have to move on no matter what kind of situations we will see along this way of life a day after, till you can't feel the beautiful of your heartbeat rhythm.
i can't promise anything, because i 100% guarantee that i believe people a change with many consequences!
For time being, i just can move on shadowing my unfinished promises!
For those are still remain a fearful moment previously, get it out before u will be burnin' under!
i miss my old-time-diehardfriends, i miss the moment we have a deep conversation, i miss the moment we had a unlimited time to laugh, walk around, flirt,spend time with no other time for important thing,sleep late,kickin' people ass, get drunk, get high, get a unforgotten moment and create some sweet smile!
i'll be back! Forreal, i miss my family which is become more bigger and bigger!
i miss the place where the dirst time i can use my feet to feel the way of leaving steps, where i learned how to cry and laugh, learned how to appreciate people surrounding, teach me how to hate and love people!
From now on, IT'S ONLY ONE JOOP that u' never find another JOOP as i'am! ;)
settled up on 659am/ 1-1-2012
Friday, August 19, 2011
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Happy Birthday to u,
Happy birthday to u,
Happy birthday to u,
Happy birtday to u!!
Wish u all the best, and have a blast on this big day!
Sicerely from ur ex-bf!
Happy birthday to u,
Happy birthday to u,
Happy birtday to u!!
Wish u all the best, and have a blast on this big day!
Sicerely from ur ex-bf!
Thursday, August 18, 2011
beautiful day!
Lyrics | Ungu lyrics - Percaya Padaku lyrics
18 August... esok? 19 August..
what a big day for her!!
fuck..
what should i do? msg? call? wish? celebrate?
its been a long time, there is no perfect time for 19 August in my life!
it such a big day, but i can't make it true infront of beautiful face, perfect face!
damn such a loser!
what ever it is, i hope u will happy longer lasting as long u have your own life, you own trust weather im beside u or not!
im in yours! im in your soul instead of reality...
im here, waiting, searching and hidin' for a perfect day!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU LOVE!
have a blast for your bornday, success, get a beautiful life, beautiful career, beautiful family, perfect health, and be yourself always and forever!
HAPPY 26TH BORNDAY!
im in egoism! im too painful to realize all those thingy that eventually killin' me so softly!
this is not what im dreamin' about,
this is a fake
this is a liar
and............
this is bullshit!
hurmmm!~
what should i do?
i just can sing alone here, wishin' all my ways, all the best for you!
no matter u realize or not, im still here along shadowing you!
i miss you..
JOOP_TRAVIS
Sunday, August 14, 2011
Monday, August 1, 2011
Monday, July 25, 2011
Apa akhirnya??
Apa akhirnya?
Mungkin satu saat kita akan bertanya apa pengakhiran hidup kita kan?
Dimana kita, apa yg jadi, bila, bagaimana, apa rasanya..
Macam2 kita fikir.. Dan macam2 yg kita tinggalkan dlm mengenang masa itu..
Suatu kata yg pasti, kita akan mati dan itu tiada sapa pun yg dpt lari..
Dimana n bagaimana persoalannya.. Tp soalan yg wajib, bersediakah kita?
Hari ini, demam.. Hingus penuh dihidung...
Seminggu lagi kita akan menyambut bulan ramadhan al mubarak..
Puasa jgn xpuasa!!
Apa yg akan jadi? Adakah puasa ini seperti puasa2 yg lain? Adakah raya ini
Seperti raya2 yg sebelum ini? Yg pasti tidak!!
Mungkin raya ini aku xbalik kampung lagi.. Mungkin raya puasa ke-2 aku beraya
D tmpt orng.. Apa rasa kali ini?
Apa yg famly, adik beradik ku bt nnt? Gembirakah dorang?
Dorng mkn apa d pagi raya ah?
Dorang akan menangis kah sbb aku xbalik?
Hahaha.. Mmg tdk la! Tp aku tau dorng juga pasti rindukan aku, se
Mungkin satu saat kita akan bertanya apa pengakhiran hidup kita kan?
Dimana kita, apa yg jadi, bila, bagaimana, apa rasanya..
Macam2 kita fikir.. Dan macam2 yg kita tinggalkan dlm mengenang masa itu..
Suatu kata yg pasti, kita akan mati dan itu tiada sapa pun yg dpt lari..
Dimana n bagaimana persoalannya.. Tp soalan yg wajib, bersediakah kita?
Hari ini, demam.. Hingus penuh dihidung...
Seminggu lagi kita akan menyambut bulan ramadhan al mubarak..
Puasa jgn xpuasa!!
Apa yg akan jadi? Adakah puasa ini seperti puasa2 yg lain? Adakah raya ini
Seperti raya2 yg sebelum ini? Yg pasti tidak!!
Mungkin raya ini aku xbalik kampung lagi.. Mungkin raya puasa ke-2 aku beraya
D tmpt orng.. Apa rasa kali ini?
Apa yg famly, adik beradik ku bt nnt? Gembirakah dorang?
Dorng mkn apa d pagi raya ah?
Dorang akan menangis kah sbb aku xbalik?
Hahaha.. Mmg tdk la! Tp aku tau dorng juga pasti rindukan aku, se
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